It has been four months. Four amazing months that did not include you. I look back now and see one thing very clearly, I was very much like an addict when it came to those three letters of your name. I am happy now and yet you somehow found a way to place those three letters back in my head. I don't need you anymore! I want him now. And I'm ecstatic to say that he is everything that you never could have been. You are the drug, not the cure!