We all want to be these shiny happy people. No flaws. Living the lives we were meant to live. We want to be satisfied and well prepared for everything headed our way. We want perfection and fairy tale endings. We want it all. Then one day you wake up and you realize that it doesn't last. That you get it and it's gone before you open your eyes again from that one single blink. You start to second guess your thoughts, your emotions, your every fluttery feeling. It was there, wasn't it? You couldn't have imagined all of that, right? And in that second guess you find all the reasons to believe it wasn't real. That your shiny happiness was nothing more than a euphoric blur. But in truth, there is a cycle to this madness. It's a roller coaster motion and we keep riding
because
it never fails to be worth the rush.