"My life is a chaos of pointless acts and exploding emotions."So tomorrow I think I'm just going to wake up and decide to be happy. Just take care of me like everyone has been telling me to do lately. It's not worth it to live any other way. I'm going to treat myself to some shopping and a nice walk. No more of this mopey sad shit. I have so much more to live for. And that's it. Cross your fingers for me.