This is the first day of my life! I'm not missing any part of my past. I accept that some people are dead and others have simply left, and it's okay. Because I have tomorrow. I'm not going to hold myself to anymore obligations. Farewell to making and wasting time. I'm sorry that you love me, and I can't love you back the way you want it. I do love you though. And I've been on both ends of this, it's not easy but it is real. And if you remember correctly that is what I am about. So just be happy. Neither of us got what we wanted and we probably never will. Make it what you want though. Farewell to the pain and misery, to the wanting. Because the unwanting feels sooo good.